kind of a non update
Dec. 10th, 2023 23:05![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dacergirl369hii :3
I don't really have any updates I just felt like I haven't posted on dreamwidth in a while and I like doing it. oh I posted amnesia fic I guess that's actually kind of a mega update?? that's been very fun. everyone was very nice about it. though it has made me realise kinda that I'm always trying to get down on myself bcs literally the week before I posted it I was like "well I like it but I just think EVERYONE ELSE is gonna hate it and think it sucks" and then I posted it and people were really nice about it and now I'm like. "well that's great but it doesn't change that I hate it and think it should be better" like I can twist anything into anything to tear myself down about it I don't knowwwwwww anyway.
I now have THREE gift exchange fics to write and another BONUS gift fic that I want to write but worry I won't have time for. somehow ended up with quite a lot on my plate lmao rip. still struggling with having an idea I like for the janda exchange but someone dropped out and I decided to just pitch hit it myself because what's easier than having one idea?? having two ideas. and I'm ALSO in the naddpod exchange which I'm excited about because I haven't actually written any naddpod fic before so!! exciting!!!
yeahhhh so lots going on things 2 be excited about. I'm mostly just very tired tbh. this last week has been super hard for no real reason other than sometimes things are hard. this is always a hard time of year for me though, I think once the new year rolls around itll get better. just gotta focus on what's fun and good and wait the other shit out lmao.
BYEEEEEEEE
I don't really have any updates I just felt like I haven't posted on dreamwidth in a while and I like doing it. oh I posted amnesia fic I guess that's actually kind of a mega update?? that's been very fun. everyone was very nice about it. though it has made me realise kinda that I'm always trying to get down on myself bcs literally the week before I posted it I was like "well I like it but I just think EVERYONE ELSE is gonna hate it and think it sucks" and then I posted it and people were really nice about it and now I'm like. "well that's great but it doesn't change that I hate it and think it should be better" like I can twist anything into anything to tear myself down about it I don't knowwwwwww anyway.
I now have THREE gift exchange fics to write and another BONUS gift fic that I want to write but worry I won't have time for. somehow ended up with quite a lot on my plate lmao rip. still struggling with having an idea I like for the janda exchange but someone dropped out and I decided to just pitch hit it myself because what's easier than having one idea?? having two ideas. and I'm ALSO in the naddpod exchange which I'm excited about because I haven't actually written any naddpod fic before so!! exciting!!!
yeahhhh so lots going on things 2 be excited about. I'm mostly just very tired tbh. this last week has been super hard for no real reason other than sometimes things are hard. this is always a hard time of year for me though, I think once the new year rolls around itll get better. just gotta focus on what's fun and good and wait the other shit out lmao.
BYEEEEEEEE
